Wednesday, October 19, 2005
ya know.
the only people who earn my respect are those who can support themselves. those who are able to live independently without having to rely on somebody else. those who can just live for themselves and no one else.
well. obviously, you don't belong in that category.
i've tried and tried. but i'm sorry. you won't ever earn my respect.
i am appalled that the only way you live your life is through others. i am disgusted at the way you manipulate others to do your own bidding. i am furious with the way you think and how you always believe that everyone should answer to you. damn you, but u're not always right. you're not always trustworthy too. hell, you're the least trustworthy person i know!
i'm so tired of all the promises. of the false hopes and yearning. i'm so tired of your fucked-up excuses and bogus religions.
i don't want to hear anything about you anymore. i don't care if you can brew a great pot of tea or make a mean bak kut teh dish.
don't you get it? you won't ever earn my respect till you start earning your own money.
darn you to hell. serously.
imagine. a man who still is dependent on his ageing mother to provide for him! HAH. if your friends just hear this.. no, wait. you're already the laughing stock.
what's more, it's not as if you're incapable of supporting yourself.
ya know. because of you, i have such a low impression of men in general.
dammit.
you have no right to criticise me or my results or what i do. because i do NOT work for you. i do NOT get my results to please you. i do NOT live my life for you.
"Charity begins at home." bah. you asshole! haven't you realised that it should start with you first? you, the most self-centered man i've ever known.
never fear, i will honour you. but that is as far as i will go.
because, in the first place, you have NEVER earned my respect.
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7:43 PM 
