Friday, November 11, 2005
sometimes, i wonder at the things i do.
it becomes so absurd ya know. and i don't even realise it till after. when i look back and go, what the hell, i did this?!
tonight's one of those nights, i'm sure.
yet, i'm not gonna do a thing about it. it's time i acted unlike myself for once.
i need to sleep. this flu's gettin to me. with all the sneezing and coughing. dammit. i should have taken some medicine. now i don't think i can go anywhere tmr.
but that's not impt right now.
right now, i need sleep! am starting to feel a headache pounding..
but i can't. i can't. not yet anyway. just another hour or so.
then, i can sleep.
yep, i'm not gonna tell you guys why.. u'll find me dumb, fer sure. and i think i am, just fer this one night.
but i promised. a tit fer a tat.
anyway, he won't read my blog. so wadda hell.
shit. the cold's really startin to get to me. feel terrible.
why can't midnight come soon?!
uuurgh.
i hate myself.
exclusively written @
11:10 PM 
