Thursday, January 05, 2006
oh SHIT.
i just had to go to IVLE and they JUST had to display the people who have been allowed to do s-paper.
what. the. hell.
anyway, i just got back from dinner with Kai. we finished at Sentosa around 7. my body hurts all over and i have a horribly hurting ulcer. haha. BUT, we had a brilliant time at Sentosa. (except fer the stupid relay system that went ALL wrong)
i'll tell you all about our orientation tmr i expect. when ALHENA become champions. 'cos we will!!! oh yeah. no doubt about it. haha. ;)
anyhow, i just wanted to blog about this really weird weird dream i had last night.
you see, i was dead tired after running around the school fer hours on end. so i came home, bathed, ate and fell asleep. (in that order)
i had this awfully bizarre dream. sigh. it was about someone i totally unexpected and it involved an issue that i'm really not into at the moment. i don't mean academic stuff, no, it's got nothing to do with my exams/work/etc.
it was just a totally awkward dream fer me.
and the most embarrassing thing fer me is that i woke up and.. guess what i did? i cried.
uh-huh. the emotions were still swirling there an hour and a half later. disappointment, rage, anxiety, delight, worry, shock, fear. i couldn't sleep after that. no matter how hard i tried.
and i was just wondering... dreams don't come true do they?
'cos this dream better not! i....don't want it to happen to me. i wouldn't know what to do. seriously.
what are dreams anyway? an indication of how you subconsciously feel?
'cos then... if it does show what my subconscious feels.. i have a big BIG problem.
oh shoot.
let me not dream tonight again.
go ALHENA! :))
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