Saturday, January 27, 2007
the day i've been waiting for, for so long, has come and gone. it's now the day after and i'm still shell-shocked.
gosh, has this really happened??
and yet, i'm reluctant to go because of everything i leave behind. isn't it ironic?? i've wanted this so much for so long and when the day finally came, i was reluctant to go!
i still am reluctant to go but i've decided to pursue my dreams. they're mine and mine alone. and if i don't take this chance now, i'll regret it, unbearably.
you understand don't you?
it's just what i have to give up that hurts me the most.
and yet, i believe in fate. and i believe that if it's all meant to be in a later time, then let it be. :)
*takes a deeeeep breath*
i've got to get ready!!!! :))
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12:44 AM 
